Sunday, December 30, 2007

Planned the Plan Plannings.

Have been busy with IH and IV trainings as well as competition. Those that I played in, namely Table tennis, Tennis and Squash have all done pretty well to reach the quarter-finals. Many more wins to come I hope. Hope to grab the IV champ too. This may be my last chance too.

Both National treasure and Warlords are great movies to catch.

Watched 2 movies in 2 days, long have I done that.
Watched 1 movie 2 times, long have I done that.
That song, long have I played it.
New song, long have I composed any.


I guess I just need to get back on the right track.
Wake up from my dreams and walk out of my dreamland.
Last year in school, last year of studies, last year of school committments.
Time to move on, time to self-examine.
A new year, a new start, a new beginning.

In the end, I want to be standing at the beginning with you.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

All I wanted was...

Everyday I see her lying on my bed,
every morning I wake up to see her beside me,
every afternoon she will drag me into my afternoon naps,
every evening she will welcome me back to the room,
every night I will hold her and bid each other "good night".

Everytime I have tell myself, she is not YOU.


All I wanted was YOU and feel and know that I love you.

Monday, December 3, 2007

I do not understand.

I really do not understand,

how does one speak of things,
how does one feel of things,
how does one see of things,

what does one expect of things,

why does one still hope,
why does one still want to care,
why does one still want to know,
why does one still want to be around,
why does one even still want to be a "gurdian angel",

who does what,

when its your choice,
when you have chosen it,

and everything is over.


Seeing people around me, to those who just got together. Here's wishing you people all the best. Its never perfect and it can never be. But it is the differences that will join two pieces of jigsaw puzzle together to form the picture perfect.

For those who are out of love, I do not know what to say for I myself do not know how to handle it either.



Just Saturday, I went shopping for my new house with my mother the entire day when I met her brother at City Hall. I wanted to call out to him but I did not. For I realised I would not know what to talk to him about and I hardly knew him even though that was her brother.

Exam has finally ended but I am still at West Coast Macdonalds, accompanying Darren and Jon Yong to study since they have yet to finish their exam.

Canvassing -> Malaysia - > OMC Chalet. Just try to keep myself busy and occupied.



To choose and not to be choosen.