Friday, February 1, 2008

... long lost entry ...

Long since I updated and wrote in my own blog. Ironically, tons of people outside bugging and wanting to pay me to design and publish web-sites and web-servers for them but yet my own blog is just some blogspot templates =/

New House!
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I shall start by saying its a new year yet again but now its the chinese new year. My house is finally ready. All the renovation and shifting is almost completed. But I am nowhere near unpacked. My things are still in the boxes, althought my furnitures and my electronics are already done up and placed nicely. Thank YOU for helping me unpack and shift my things.


My Birthday!
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I like my new room!! I think its really very comfy and a place I will want to stay and nua in. New display unit, new tables, new sofa(someone's fav colour somemore)! LoL. Shall try to unpack my boxes sometime soon but there are things I dunno where I should keep them.

Have really been very busy since the start of 2008. In every aspect of my life from sports to work to play. IV and IH just ended. That marks the end of my "physical" activities too. I need to find time to exercise too man. LoL.

Ups and downs ever since the year started. Lets start with the first activity, my birthday! Had a really pleasant surprise from my NTU Squashies! They came over at 12midnight to celebrate my brithday, made me play games, tekan me and make me drink. Had wonderful presents but most precious of all was that 3-gifts though again they were belated! Haha. But on that day itself i received my best present, presented to me in SRC. Thank you girl's team for the nice squash head bag. Thank you guy's team for the Bata working bag and shoe polish! Thank you squashies and of course thank YOU.

Thank you hall 2 lao langs for the shirt and socks you people bought me! Thank you OMC for the cake, the card and the booklet!

Thank you all those that wished me happy birthday. Sorry I did not reply cause I was being tekan and I was like sub-concious most of the time but nonetheless, Thank You All!


IVP
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IVP was dissapointing. Finished 3rd. But shall not mention it any further. Its a team game and team effort but least we came in 3rd. Train hard and do better in the upcoming competition during the mid-year! Thank YOU for supporting my every match.


IHG
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Woohoo! First time play IHG for hall 2. Proud to say all the games I participated all went to the FINALS! Squash - Champions, Table tennis - Seecond, Tennis - coming Monday! Had great and wonderful teams. Well done especially for table tennis. Back then I remembered how we were so worried we could not make it to even the quarter-finals but thats how far we got to - FINALS! Well done Yong Wah, Charlotte and Jia Ying and all the players for the committment! Squash? Simply trashing! LoL. Well done to all sports people in Hall 2! And again, thank YOU for always being there for my every match.


MHA
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Work work... pathetic pay indeed, $560 and everyday have to OT PLUS Sat and Sun have to go back for more OT! Oh my tian. But very happy with the job scope. Doing what I really want to do. And giving me a chance to broaden my knowleage on workflows and web applications. C#, .NET and Microsoft Visual Studio. Presentations and presentations, hate them but they teach us well. Nice supervisors, late for work is okay, helpful, caring and most importantly, apporachable. Security is super tight, no camera phone and cannot bring any work out of office. Least my mother is working there, I feel more comfortable with her bringing me around and getting to know people. A recent project, was well implemented and time spent wisely. The supervisors think I am a First-Class Honours student. LOL! But in reality I am far from it. Guess I didn't spend enough time for myself back then. Time to buck up. Its not too late. Finally, thank YOU for waiting for me or accompanying me to eat dinner everyday.



Both physically and mentally tired. I think i need a good break. This Chinese New Year will be a great break. Need time to rest and recover fast before my hectic life starts again. Time flies. I am so old already. Time to start thinking of whats going to come next and what am I going to do next.



I know you had been, have and will always be there for me. For that I thank YOU.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Planned the Plan Plannings.

Have been busy with IH and IV trainings as well as competition. Those that I played in, namely Table tennis, Tennis and Squash have all done pretty well to reach the quarter-finals. Many more wins to come I hope. Hope to grab the IV champ too. This may be my last chance too.

Both National treasure and Warlords are great movies to catch.

Watched 2 movies in 2 days, long have I done that.
Watched 1 movie 2 times, long have I done that.
That song, long have I played it.
New song, long have I composed any.


I guess I just need to get back on the right track.
Wake up from my dreams and walk out of my dreamland.
Last year in school, last year of studies, last year of school committments.
Time to move on, time to self-examine.
A new year, a new start, a new beginning.

In the end, I want to be standing at the beginning with you.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

All I wanted was...

Everyday I see her lying on my bed,
every morning I wake up to see her beside me,
every afternoon she will drag me into my afternoon naps,
every evening she will welcome me back to the room,
every night I will hold her and bid each other "good night".

Everytime I have tell myself, she is not YOU.


All I wanted was YOU and feel and know that I love you.

Monday, December 3, 2007

I do not understand.

I really do not understand,

how does one speak of things,
how does one feel of things,
how does one see of things,

what does one expect of things,

why does one still hope,
why does one still want to care,
why does one still want to know,
why does one still want to be around,
why does one even still want to be a "gurdian angel",

who does what,

when its your choice,
when you have chosen it,

and everything is over.


Seeing people around me, to those who just got together. Here's wishing you people all the best. Its never perfect and it can never be. But it is the differences that will join two pieces of jigsaw puzzle together to form the picture perfect.

For those who are out of love, I do not know what to say for I myself do not know how to handle it either.



Just Saturday, I went shopping for my new house with my mother the entire day when I met her brother at City Hall. I wanted to call out to him but I did not. For I realised I would not know what to talk to him about and I hardly knew him even though that was her brother.

Exam has finally ended but I am still at West Coast Macdonalds, accompanying Darren and Jon Yong to study since they have yet to finish their exam.

Canvassing -> Malaysia - > OMC Chalet. Just try to keep myself busy and occupied.



To choose and not to be choosen.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Meaningful song VS Song of meanings

非常特别的你(蔡淳佳)歌词:


我心中有个你
没分开就开始想起
那回忆牵我的手很紧
带我穿越风和雨

遇见你遇见自己
你的笑像风和日丽
那快乐希望都因为你
只能是你我的唯一

我爱上你的我那一天
一直美丽到永远
给我安全感和真实的温暖

就算你变我也不会离开
爱过的心还在等待
就算风在吹他也吹不走
我的生命中非常特别的你

让世界很小
我的记忆到你的心跳
让世界都留在你的笑
随时感觉和你拥抱

天和地消失了距离
闭上眼我就在你怀里
担心我没有错
睁开眼就看见
非常特别的你

Use of doctors...

2 of 5 papers down.

1st was horrible, 2nd was a a give away. 3 more to go. No time, no mood and no choice. Study smart now...

Thank you for all the tutorial answers you have taken photo of - 87 images. Wouldn't have survived till now without them. Though even with them I am still barely surviving but least I survived thus far. Thank you for your messages thus far though I have yet to replied your last. I will before the next paper.

Saturday just ended. Congratulations to the newly wedded couple, Runhua and Meisi, once again. May you two live the path the Lord has set upon thy feet and may you two treasure each other, staying loving and caring, together forever. Trust in the Lord always for He is our shepard, our light and He will never forsake us. God bless you two.

Haven't been able to study since the last paper on Friday. Been busy whole day with Runhua's wedding. And now I realise time is not on my side. I have to try to keep up with time. Used to hate doctors, I have never seen a doctor for very long. Perhaps the number of times I have visited a doctor in my entire life can be counted with a single hand. But I finally realised what doctors are good for and why they are needed in the society. They exist for students who cannot finish studying for their paper and these students can visit them to get a piece of important paper. though it only cost $20, but that could save you from an F. Thinking if I should really do it this time round for my Tuesday paper. I am nowhere near eligible to take that paper as of yet. Will I be able to pull through? God knows.

Once again all the best, for those who have yet started and those who have this last week to go and those having fun out there. Study smart and play hard. Take care and good luck all.

Use of doctors.